2009 was the most memorable year of my life. I just did everything, been through all kinds of feelings over the year. There were breath stopping tensions, excitements, anxieties, hard work and as wells as hanging out with friends, travelling all through US; I had sleepless nights at work and days of all day sleep as well. I tried hundreds of new things; many were for the first time in my life. I pursued the things, which I always had a passion about and dreamt of.
There was excitement of graduation, then the pain of departing with closed ones. Strive for finding a job for myself and then the joy of getting one. It was maintaining deadlines for VISA status, pride of buying first car, chilling out with new colleagues, visiting new places, buying my first camera; it was just too exciting and fun. I agree that this year I lived for myself being little selfish. I cared more for my personal achievements. I became so passionate about my work. It gave me so much pleasure and enthusiasm like nothing else could give.
Overall the year was happening, but that’s how my life has been. I won’t say it’s always good or I am being lucky all the time. But it’s always eventful. Something or else will always be going on to make it full of incidents. Destiny does make me go through all the pain and hard work while achieving the things. Th year had been full of problems and finding their solutions. One thing I learnt is, the more you grow in your life bigger the worries became. This is the way I have convinced myself. So whenever I come across the same problem I faced before, I get worried as if my growth has been flattened, and the greater the problem I tackle, I feel myself proud for climbing ladder of success. Sometimes, I feel jealous for my friends coz when I call them and ask how things are going and all they say is, “same old sh***t…” because I have like 100s of good/bad things to share everyday and they all ahas perfect settled life. wow..!!!
Anyways, now the year is ending and I can see lot of excitement waiting at the corner for me. I wish Year 2010 has a lot for me to bring out. I pray to god, give me more and more big problems to handle. That’s the only measure that I am growing in my life.
Omkar
